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need for change
Tuesday, November 23, 2010 @ 8:06 pm





for so long, i've been telling myself I want to do this and that but somehow I never got around doing it.

Yes i've finally gotten a driving licence and on my way to complete my CA qualification, but something is still missing.

I miss being sporty. I miss playing badminton, tennis, swimming, jogging, cycling and blading..

and I kept telling myself I want to join a marathon and triathlon but those were just words.

I'm really inspired by Andrea for her determination to jog, cycle and gym every week and that tough girl has signed up for 7 marathons/aquathlon/duathlon each month next year!!! *sweats*

it's time I do something....


i want this bike....

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tis' the season
Saturday, November 13, 2010 @ 5:08 pm

to be jolly!!! Falalalalala~~~ :D

Realised I haven't been blogging since I return from SG.

Work has been light but slowly picking up as we gear towards the end of the year and my favourite holiday Christmas! I've attended 3 networking functions so far, my highest record ever since I worked here. (i think i'm beginning to get used to chatting up with strangers, sometimes they just want to know what you have been doing outside of work instead of talking about work. Hmm...)

I met a Singaporean girl who has been studying here and just joined the department next to ours. Invited her over to bake pandan cake since we volunteered to bring a Singapore specialty to our firm's cultural diversity morning tea next week.

It's good to see more Singaporeans at work and it makes me feel more comfortable at work after almost 2.5years.

I also took part in a volunteer work as part of our firm's programme and had the opportunity to socialise with seniors at a newly established retirement village. I must say my impression of retirement villages changed significantly after yesterday because I always thought retirement village is, in the bad sense, is waiting to pass on. But the place we visited called Tall Trees was a pleasantly constructed compound, with plenty of facilities and amenities for the seniors to enjoy a very happy and fulfilling retirement.

I thought about the concept of old folks home back in SG and I think we should take reference from the retirement villages in Brissy. Putting your aged parents in the village is not that you don't care for them. On the contrary, you are trying to provide them with the best care from the experienced nurses, caretakers and having people of the same age to hang around with you to give more positive outlook to the remaining years.

I guess if I were to do that to my parents, people will say that I'm unfillial. But in reality, i'd rather have my folks spending time with people of the same age, having games and chit chatting while we as children visiting them as often as we can. Hmmm...

on another note, i passed my Management Accounting CA module!! i'm so close to the finishing line on this long journey of full-time working/part-time studying and now i'm finally left with the final module and i will be a Chartered Accountant next April!! woohoo!!

I'm counting down to Christmas and our year-end road trip up to Cairns! It will be the most adventurous and longest drive ever for the both of us but I'm sure it'll be heaps of fun! We're going with the "whereever the roads may lead us" mindset and stopping by towns as we like it and check in to motels if we are tired. I'll definitely take lots of pictures and blog on this amazing road trip! stay tune!

have a happy fantastic weekend!

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haha!
Thursday, September 02, 2010 @ 11:21 am


YES! this is me.

I miss my long hair...
If only i don't have face as big and round as a doughnut! :/

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lazy sunday arvo
Sunday, June 27, 2010 @ 3:13 pm


Ahhh how true..


It's a lazy sunday today: Sunday church service, quick pizza lunch at UQ with Hubs and Cheryl, ASOS-surfing at Cheryl's while waiting to pick up Hubs from UQ, watched some tv, more blog-surfing and now studying (because there's nothing to do till dinner time :/)

I like a 'nothing' weekend - no plans to do anything big, just chilling out and relaxing, enjoying the blessed rest (and really resting).

It's been a tough week at work but I'm glad I ended it with a restful weekend, de-clutter my mind and all ready for another week ahead.

Like the quote above, I'm thankful for what I have and I'm glad I've overcome the disappointment. I'm feeling at peace and happy :)))) Happy with the little things I already have and will have in the future.

I shall find something to be happy about every day :)

I hope your weekend was as good as mine :)

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:)(
Wednesday, June 23, 2010 @ 8:34 pm


I don't know what I'm feeling now because I feel rather deflated and disappointed, but on the other hand, I should be thankful for the unexpected bonus is going to come in next month.

I was at a downhil this morning when i saw that i wasn't on the promotion list (somehow I knew i won't get it because there were no pre-talks with the partners about a pending promotion but yet, somewhere in my heart i wished for a miracle). I can't say I'm not disappointed. That's a lie.

The truth is I wanted it so badly but yet i didn't want to hold such high expectations only to be crushed when served the bad news. So i'm stuck in the middle. I can't find the tears to cry but I can't find the strength to trudge on no matter how many times I tell myself "Try harder next time"

The fact is I've been trying hard since Day 1 - yes, I realised it really takes alot to 'up-sell' yourself to gain recognition. And slowly I'm building it up and like the Aussies who love to tell you - "You're just not good enough" and all the air you've built up inside just get let out in that instant.

On the 'small' upside - I got news that in our annual salary review, i got a small increment and an additional bonus (note: this is very seldom as it's only given to those who had an 'exceed expectations' rating for performance review).

So I'm confused - all the boxes have been ticked for the criteria to get promoted but I'm just not there yet.

It's like running a marathon and no matter how hard you convince yourself and your legs that the ending is near, it's just not there yet. Another 30km, 20km? I don't know.

Don't get me wrong, I really appreciate the exposure I get in my job and working with some very talented people. But I feel 'old' and jaded already. I want to make full use of my purpose to work hard for God and for myself.

I know I must trust in Him in all things. Something better is definitely going to be coming my way (in fact it already did in my increment and bonus) and He definitely has better plans for me, I'm just not looking far enough that's all.

I believe I can do it. YES I must believe so.

For now, just let me indulge in a little self-pity and let me climb onto my bed and coax myself to sleep.

It will be a better day tomorrow.

Thanks for reading.

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i hate winter
Thursday, June 17, 2010 @ 8:04 am

because i hate the cold outdoors and
warm indoors that will make me catch
a cold so easily like how the toad
catches the flies for dinner :((((

I guess i really need to exercise more regularly
to build up my immune system because i hate being sick
and feeling so needy :(

Good thing i managed to take my meds and doused
the dry cracked throat with lots of H2O and honey lemon
and now i need SLEEP!!!
Lots of them!

Here's something to share what I think
it's the ART OF PROCRASTINATION:

Good night~~

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awesome!
Tuesday, May 11, 2010 @ 4:22 pm


now you know,
treat women with respect!
HAH!

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the sun is shining
Saturday, May 08, 2010 @ 5:39 pm


i love it when can see and spent time with my dear girlfriends again
a very welcoming change from
my stressed week and this is the much needed break
albeit it's for me to mug for exams in a week's time

thanks to chewie for the sweet christian song
she whatsapp'd me to cheer me up
*muacks*

I will feel better soon!
just need the me and girly time.

:)))

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happy life
Thursday, May 06, 2010 @ 7:25 pm



Be happy.
Live life.
:))))))

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joy to the Lord
Sunday, May 02, 2010 @ 2:36 pm


Our inner attitudes do not have to reflect our outward circumstances. In other words, we cannot always find joy in our circumstances but we can always find joy in the Lord of the circumstances.
— Mary Southerland


i love love love this quote! thanks to ser for posting it because it was so apt and timely of how I feel and it gives me comfort to be reminded that I have all the joy in the world because of Him. *AMEN!*

i've been having alot of thoughts lately. thoughts of escaping back home, back to comfort and familiarity, back to the warmth of family and friends. i want to FLY away and not handle difficult tasks at work and studies and the drone of life and EXCUSES.

seriously i think i've been making excuses for myself that things happen this way. no matter how much i want to just let go and let Him take control, it's physically and emotionally challenging to do that. But i'm trying hard.

i'm grateful to dear gfs like ser and jiesi who listens and give me timely advice that really strengthen my faith when i'm down.


I will be better
because of
YOU
:)

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:((((
Saturday, May 01, 2010 @ 5:30 pm


"i'm okay"
"i'm fine"
"i can do this"
"just do it"
"suck it up and it'll be done"
"you're not alone"


:((((((((((((((

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thoughts
Wednesday, April 14, 2010 @ 9:46 am

"Laugh, even when you feel too sick or too worn out or tired.
Smile, even when you’re trying not to cry and the tears are blurring your vision.
Sing, even when people stare at you and tell you your voice is crappy.
Trust, even when your heart begs you not to.
Twirl, even when your mind makes no sense of what you see.
Frolick, even when you are made fun of.
Kiss, even when others are watching.
Sleep, even when you’re afraid of what the dreams might bring.
Run, even when it feels like you can’t run any more.

And, always, remember, even when the memories pinch your heart. Because the pain of all your experience is what makes you the person you are now. And without your experience—-you are an empty page, a blank notebook, a missing lyric. What makes you brave is your willingness to live through your terrible life and hold your head up high the next day. So don’t live life in fear. Because you are stronger now, after all the crap has happened, than you ever were back before it started."

Alysha Speer

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bleahhhhhh
Friday, April 09, 2010 @ 8:36 am






via cosmic

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so true
Friday, March 26, 2010 @ 10:41 am


SO TRUE.
:(

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tiny
Thursday, March 25, 2010 @ 11:29 am


i'm feeling very small at work
useless
under-utilised
unmotivated
un-challenged
SMALL.

I wish things will change
but i can't control
and it sucks not knowing.

I just have to pray
coz God has already given us
abundant grace.
I just have to keep on

BELIEVING

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i dream a dream
Thursday, March 11, 2010 @ 11:27 am

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rainy days
Wednesday, March 03, 2010 @ 11:03 am


i hate rainy days :((((

it doesn't smell nice, it's wet and slippery and spells GLOOM everywhere.

i don't like stepping out of the office or house into puddles of water, i don't like my feet to get wet and smelly.

I sure hope this rain will stop soon coz I really miss having sun-kissed laundry, bright green trees and SUNSHINE.

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i love pretty food pics!
Thursday, February 25, 2010 @ 6:36 pm










these pretty pictures make me salivate!
the perfect macarons, marshmallows, cookies,
cupcakes and
FANCY JEMS!!
all my favourite!! :P

i wonder if someone will buy me everything to eat??
hmmm :D

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quotes
Tuesday, January 26, 2010 @ 4:34 pm

i love blog surfing on pretty pics and apt quotes, here are some of the ones i like :)























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:(((((((((
Sunday, January 24, 2010 @ 3:34 pm



I have the naggiest feeling in the world today.
The feeling of having to adjust after 5 weeks of familiarity and comfort.

It's like i'm stuck in a mudpool and I'm sinking slowly, getting all gooe-y and comfy but i know I must get out of it before I get all sucked in.

I was so tempted not to board the plane last night but I know sensibly, I had to.

I teared at the thought of not coming home for at least early next year.

I really miss home :((((((((

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