Sometimes, you just need a movie that moves your heart, flick off that little sensitivity button inside you and a show that just makes you want to tear.

This movie did just that.

I was kinda feeling moody (must be all the hormones kicking in, and of course, work :/) and this show kind of helped me to let off some emotions that I've been cooping inside, which I can't find out the reason why.

I have, many times, thought of how I will deal with the situation where my loved ones leaving me forever, but all I can think of is the grieve that I'd be experiencing.

Time will heal all wounds, life continues, but how long will all this transition take?

Her husband never wanted to leave her so soon at his prime, but he had to. He knew she will be grieving over his loss, and so made plans for her after his death to slowly come out of it.

I teared at several occasions, not because I felt sad, but because I can feel the intensity of the love between the both of them. Was wondering to myself, if ever one day, I was to leave my loved ones behind, I would want them to be happy and moved on with life too. Memories cannot be taken away, and I will probably want them to remember me this way.

Sometimes I feel I'm so small and a nobody. Whenever I feel sad or discouraged, it's like all the problems became so big that I can't seem to breathe properly. But then to think again, I'm just being a worry-wart, because obviously, there are better thing out there which is worth more of my energy to think about.

I think alot these days (must be the hormones again :/). Weird, emotional kind of thoughts that are entering my mind. I think about myself, my life, what I want to do, what I wish I had.... And then, I find myself clueless at all the questions. And in the end, I'm tired and I sleep.

I guess I should be thankful. Thankful to Him and people who love me dearly.

I just want to say, even if I dun say it out, I can still feel all the love and care and I'm grateful for each day because I know there's always something or someone that I can fall back on.

Thank you. And I love YOU. and you :)