I've been feeling very discouraged at work and struggling to make myself feel better.

I prayed hard and tried v hard not to think about it and let God take control, but the human nature took the better of me and I was gripping hard on my little self-worth and vulnerability.

last night at cell was really awesome. I don't know how to put it into words but it's just AMAZING.

I had wanted to skip cell coz I was feeling really down and out but I know I had to. And i didn't regret it.

We had special guests: our church leaders who came to visit us and speak to us His words. The worship was heavenly. I can literally feel as if i'm floating.

and then before we ended cell, one of the church leaders prophesied. He said "there's someone here who has been praying v hard for some time but has not had his/her prayers answered; he/she's very depressed, discouraged. If there's someone we would like to pray for u"

I stared across the room, no one moved but I knew it was me. I felt the tug in my heart and a little push to raise my hand. What he said really spoke of how I've been feeling for the past 2 weeks.

I cried and cried when they lay their hands to pray for me. and I remember what the church leader said:

³ Surely he will save you from the fowler's snare
and from the deadly pestilence.

⁴ He will cover you with his feathers,
and under his wings you will find refuge;
his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart.

⁵ You will not fear the terror of night,
nor the arrow that flies by day

If you make the Most High your dwelling—
even the LORD, who is my refuge-

¹⁰ then no harm will befall you,
no disaster will come near your tent.

¹¹ For he will command his angels concerning you
to guard you in all your ways;

¹² they will lift you up in their hands,
so that you will not strike your foot against a stone."

so yes, I'm ok now and so thankful for the timely prayers. Thank You and you.