Tuesday, January 11, 2005 @ 8:57 pm
felt so weary looking at the tonne and tonnes of readings waiting for me to read....
gosh, i totally hated it. find that there's like not enough time for everything lidat...lessons end at 6.30 on wed n thurs, and by the time i reach home it's alr 8+....not much time left for studying and hafta wake up early for sch next morn...sianzzz
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had the first biz comm presentation today... duno y but i'm super nervous. faltered in my speech and didn't really deliver it well. lots of urrm, ahhh and farni stuff....super disgusted. think i did the worst in the class, shud haf rehearsed more at home, or maybe find another topic to tok about. shit.
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went for health screening today, i'm OVERWEIGHT!!!! actually nid to lose 2kg den i'm alrite liao, but i still can't believe it. been deluding myself that i'm still ok, not v fat or wat. BUt i'm wrong. I AM FAT. with a big fat ass and elephant thighs. I look totally disgusting. urgh. duno y i'm so disgusting.
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met up with the vice dean today to discuss abt FYP matters. he was previously in charge of MBA grads and we happened to be the first to email him regarding FYP supervisor so he agreed to take us. But the topic seems rather difficult. Unless we can find a topic that's of his interest, we gonna do on the one he has done previously.
suddenly hate school and all the work. duno y this sem tutors' all act n behave like 3 yr old kids. how ridiculous can it be when tutor scolds u when u mutter intentionally, or u nid to raise ur hand to ask for permission to go toilet, or he'll lock the door if you're 10min late? f**k him lar. go and die.
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astrology says that i'll haf loads of good luck in love, work n health. wonder if it's really true, coz i'm feeling very miserable right now. Or are these symptoms of good luck befalling on me pretty soon? duhzzz....
guess i nid to go church soon, i nid to pray to God and ask for his advice. I miss Him too.