Tuesday, January 04, 2005 @ 10:34 pm
can really feel all the stuff starting to pile up on me...
i actually dun feel pressurised but rather i feel challenged, and there's this adrenaline rush whenever i know that i'm trying to stay ahead of the school work. It jus feels a sense of achievment when I've achieved what i've set out to achieve.
I think i set very high standards for myself, partly because my parents don't give me pressure at all so all the more i wan to make sure i don't exploit the privilege i have.
I also feel that altho there are prodigies and geniuses around, but it really is possible to become smarted by full maximising one's potential, such as working extra hard and stuff. as they said in chinese, 勤能补拙, i think it really make sense.
and i think i like to challenge myself too. I think that what other ppl can achieve, i also have equal opportunities to do so. i duno, sometimes ppl say i'm stubborn, a stick in the mud and i take things too seriously. oh well, i'm not sure oso...haha
but it's kind of interesting to be competing w myself coz i know my biggest enemy is MOI!
press on....