Thursday, October 28, 2004 @ 10:40 am
ok u may think I'm very free but actually I am...for now..
yah u may think, hey it's exam time and you should be studying and mugging hard isn't it? Nah, sHu mus be very smart already and she dun need to study so much she still can ace the exams.
wat bullshit.
You think i like to feel free at this point in time? i wish i was like any other ppl, mugging hard for the exams...but somehow, I duno why i'm still q free despite I've laid down a detailed timetable to follow through everyday, and till now I haven't missed one single day of studying!
Prob i studied much faster than other ppl. Well that's because i could still remember abt 50% of all the stuff the lecturer taught. Nope, i haven't got myself a super memory, it's jus that I'm able to 'retain' more information i guess.
I duno if the revision for the past 1 week will acutally help in my exams....i hope it will. i mean it's not like I dun wan to 'act' as if i'm mugging hard but it's jus whenever i flip open the pages i'm suppose to read, the notes and stuff, it's like the video player will automatic run on its own and i can immediately understand watever I've wrote on them!
now it's that a blessing? i really dunno.
I jus noe that, I'm not feeling as stressed as the past few years when i was in secondary school and junior college. I'm beggining to take it easy and in my stride.
BUT i still feel insecure.
How cheap can I get man?
Everyone is dying to be un-Stressed during exams and I'm actually worrying why in the world I'm NOT stressed??
i'm crazy.
or maybe i'm too free.