i'm a shitty nut case.

i'm a spiteful, irritating, snappy sharpshooter, hormonal imbalance crazy woman.

i'm a goner.

i really duno wat the hell is wrong with me. The past week has been helluva rollercoaster ride. With me acting like a timed bomb, exploding at ppl for little things. I shoot and i hurt. Gosh!

I'm angry at my bro for getting a new girlfriend and having her spent the night without even a formal introduction.

I'm mad at my parents for always siding with him and show such obvious and digusting favouritism right under my nose and don't care about my feelings.

I hate that I always have the 'obligation' to do this do that and not being appreciated for things i've done for them.

I'm upset that everything seems to be not in my way.

I'm upset that things are changing so fast and I can't seem to be in control.

I hate changes.

I hate changing.

I hate not being able to control my emotions. I hate not being appreciated.

I hate the way my mum always say one thing but do another. Whenever, my bro say something, she'll jus agree and let him do whatever he wants. Why is she so unfair?

I need help.

I think i'm having a quarter-life crisis.

If anyone happened to find self-help books or articles on 'How to manage stress', 'How to deal with changes', 'How to improve self-esteem and interpersonal relationships' and what-nots, PLEASE TELL ME!!

God, I need help.

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