Sunday, April 04, 2004 @ 7:24 pm
I'm so sad......
Very , very disappointed....
Kor had told me on Mon that he bought the perfume set that I want and just now when he came back, he told me he misplaced it at the bus-stop near his sch. Imagine being thrown from the highest point of excitement and anticipation to the lowest pit of utter disappointment and sadness...
I cried, I wailed uncontrollably......
You may think that this is childish, but I don't think so. It was more than a gift to me, it was his action of brotherly-love to a sister yet he misplaced it....
How could he be so careless? Wasn't that present important to him? Wasn't the thought of giving the present he carefully chosen to his sister made him more careful and conscious? Hadn't I mean anything to him?
I still remembered the time when I got him a cologne set with my first pay... I was so happy and sure that he would like it. I was holding to that present so tightly and never once let it down although it was bulky and heavy...It was important to me because I wan to let him know that I care and my present to him was an act of love, from his sister.
It is that important to me.....But it may not be that important to him I guess...Maybe to him, it's just a gift, but I took it as a gesture of his love to his sister.
He misplaced this love today.....
My heart aches.....