Tuesday, February 24, 2004 @ 7:25 pm
jus wanna say a big tHanK yOu to all my great pals who showered me with loads of love and concern when i was down and stressed out......thanks guys, you guys gave me the encouragement i need when i felt lost and stressed....:)
realised that the thing i nid to do now most is to prioritise my work and jus plan ahead each time so i won't be gan jiong and stressed out when i'm held for deadline and such....
not a simple matter and it's gonna take time, but i noe with the encouragement from Ugin and also all my great pals, i noe i can DO IT!! :)
feeling soooo much better now, after i cried out and tot abt everything....jus dunno why i wan to put myself in the race with myself.....like putting so much pressure on myself when it's actually not very necessary..
I noe I've said umpteen times that I mus not be stressed and stuff, but it's really out of my control when I'm in the situation lo....Jus felt really pressurised and stressed and i hafta haf a 'crying session' and let all my emotions out before I can actually see my own situation from another perspective....
sigh....
and I'm thinking of either switching to Business fac in NTU during my 2nd year or I transfer out to NUS to study Biz....I realised I dun really like to study accounting and actually I really think this is not wat I wan to study....Still in the stage of consideration and consulting some of my frens as well as my bro.....but I hafta do it quick coz reg starts in March and ends 1 April.......
Meanwhile, shall keep you guys posted on my final decision..:)